Photos Galore of my 30th

Plenty of photos...


Thank you to all for giving a BIG blast and i am truthfully grateful of your friendship ;p

Actual day : 16th May

Location: East Coast Park

Peeps: Me, Hub & Eili

Hub got me a GUESS black rose gold watch which i don't mind using but i was hoping for something more formal. Well i decided not to change as a respect of his sincere gift.

My 3rd cake in 3 days!! My sweet Hub still remembered that I loved the Truffle Cake from Royals, i casually told him my choice a year ago! Thanks love!

Date: 15th May

Location: Office/Vivo Secret Recipe

Peeps: Lynn, Stacy, Joanna, Zee & Esther

Told my GANG that i don't need a whole cake a bit wasted since we all had a heavy lunch so the cute them bought 3 individual slices of cakes! Unique at least we can get to all different cakes.

Blowing my 29th years away....waaahhhh.....

My GANG

They are as crazy as me! Only 1 person missing - Yes it's you ANGELA GOH!!

Me and pretty but nonsense Lynn

Date: 15th May

Location: My house

Peeps: Pomelo Rynz & Family/Rockmelon Pin & Burger Kiffli

Receiving my humble gift from Your Highness Rockmelon Pin

The Punggol Gangz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

**MY GIFTS**

Being a taurean i appreciate practical gifts rather than surprise gifts which i will not use it again. Thank god everyone gave me what i will use!! Phew :)

Earrings holder fm the Huangs Sisters

Aska Yang disc fm Angela

River Island necklace from Rach & Li Li

Really loved this earrings holder, can store more than 80 pairs!!!

Surprise gifts from the pomelo/rockmelon sisters

Beautiful sweet daisy from Datin Siti

Frame fm Rockmelon Pin

Necklace set fm my dear boss (sorry i changed e items)

Bodyshop perfumes from Pomelo Rynz

Another cake courtesy of Pomelo Rynz

There you go, that sums up a 3 days celebration for a 30 yo woman which is quite divattention. Well if those msian artistes can marry for 7 days 7 nights, i am sure a 3 days are quite reasonable for me. I actually have more hilarious photos taken in office but i am sure my GANG will ripped me apart if i post it here. Hahaa.

Happy to me

I have passed my 3 decades of living on this mother earth on 16th May
It's sad cos I still feel I just collected 21st years old key years ago
Well, doesn't matter as long I feel young in my heart....woohooo

A big huggie and thanks to those who thought of me and their lovely thoughtful presents *muacks*
I felt loved and happy to be reminded that I have a group of wonderful friends and my family with me

shall upload the photos another...blogger having some dumb problems again...
awwww...it's already 11.30 pm...time to sleep before my lil princess wake up for milk...

Thank you...because of you...

I will never celebrate Mother's Day because there is no special bond with mine.
If there is a day like Grandma's Day, i'll be the first to hold a party.
4 years ago on 7th July, I became a mother and learnt all the meaning of being one.
Still a resentment against my own as I have never experienced the same like my little gal did.
But it's also because of my little gal that I have let loose of that resentment praying everyday She will change, she will be proud of us, she will do her duties unselfishly. Only time will tell and only God will know.

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To my baby,

Because of you, all the suffering, stretch marks, leg cramps, weight gain, are all worth it.

Because of you, I have learnt to love somebody again, lessen the hatred and anger in me.

Because of you, I have learnt to be more patient and tolerant to others, living a day by day.

Because of you, the world is no longer in darkness, as i know you'll be with me no matter what happens.

Because of you, i have laughed my guts out even i am still angry with the world.

Because of you, I am not afraid of walking alone, as i know you will walk the world with me.

Because of you, I am not afraid of rejection by others, as I know you will stand by me.

Because of you...I am still breathing...Thank you my dear baby, I am still learning to be the best Mum in the world. Please forgive me if I am too strict, too short temper and too conservative as I want the best in the world for you. I love you to bits!!!

Thank you GOD for giving me the best gift ever (not even e man can match it!)

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO

ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!!!

if i can turn back the clock

sometimes i imagine what will happen to me if i didn't get married at 23, didn't become a mum at 26, what will i achieve??? I dated my husband since i was 17, even though after dated for 6 years and worked for 3 years i decided to take the plunge. WHY? I can't wait to get out of the 1 room flat house which i shared with my siblings, 5 cats and 1 nonsensical mum. I longed for my own freedom, own house and love from my husband. Maybe things will be better if i waited a little longer. Not that i married a Mr Bad but just that sometimes you wish things can be a little different.

looking at the youngsters these days, how much i admired their energy. Their energy with their galfriends, CCA and school work and wish i had that determination too...back then My eldest sister ever said to me that despite our broken family background, we didn't turned out that bad.

Well yes and no...we didn't became ah lians or hostess but in terms of academical wise, we can achieve better. I remembered not pushing myself hard enough for O levels as i was hating the bias treatment that teachers gave towards express and normal stream. Just because we failed to be in the 4 year study stream we are no better than them??? Plus during our time, we didn't have any school revision remedial whatever crap. You study on yr own!! I remembered this stupid skinny moron teacher, MARY CHUA, who is the form teacher for a express class was taking over our class as English teacher. She strolled in and gave us worksheets and sat there flipping her newspapers! Hello...we are battling the O levels in few months time and she can't even be bothered with us. We had an argument with her and she walked out of the class crying. Serves her right!!! That's why i always tell people, a good school does link with good results but hv to depend what kind of crap teachers you will get. Luckily i passed my English well. BIATCH!

Back home, staying with my grandma, uncle, stepmother like aunty and a spoilt cousin aren't the best thing. Nobody was supervising my school results (i have never pass my maths except during N levels), nobody thinks i need a tuition teacher and i was pouring between the pages of my book alone on the dining table. Oh i did have some tutition with my U grad cousin for a couple of months but the interest wasn't there anymore. Too late too bad...Somehow, i felt lonely without a proper family. Guess i was waiting for some affection that never happen. No love from parents, no fighting with my sisters, no family talk. Always felt in the way at my uncle's house, only a motherly love from my grandmother. She's the only reason why i still live on.

if time can be turned back....

i wish i can have more fun with my galfriends

i wish i can be more positive of my life

i wish i can strive to have a better educational life

i wish i can do more stuffs before i meet my Mr Right

i wish i wish....

BUT at least i have a loving husband, a talkative and beautiful child, a home that i called my own, a job that pays well....i have to be a little bit contented.